We've all done things we regret. I walked in the snow to a phone booth to call my boyfriend in sick at his job. This was way before cell phones. He wasn't sick. I was an idiot. We may not be where we need to be, but thank God we're not where we used to be. One of my mentors, Joyce Meyer, said that. She has a lot of wonderful books that you could benefit from. God bless you, my friend.