Thanks for being vulnerable and open in sharing your story. I had my son at 17 and I got exhausted. I know of so many grandparents that are raising their grandchildren and I'm always amazed at thier strength. We are indeed more up to the task when we are younger. Your Ken is a miracle baby and I have no doubt that God intends for you to see all of the momentous occasions in his life that you talked about. I'm going to pray for healing and strength for you. You are an amazing woman. Remember that. God bless, Cat