It sounds like you may have found a relationship with Christ. I hope so. There is nothing like it. Even Jesus didn't care for religion. When people ask what religion I am I tell them I don't have one. I have an amazing and intimate relationship with Christ. Life is so much better when I lean on Him. I pray to God. He helps me find things, keeps me out of trouble, heals me, gives me peace, and so much more. I look forward to hearing how your journey progresses. :)