I totally get your fear. I broke my ankle five years ago. At 58 I'd never broken a bone in my body. My husband had to help me get out of the shower and I didn't leave our motorhome except to go to doctors appointments for what seemed like forever. It was nowhere near as long as you've had to struggle. I'm so sorry. I slipped on loose pine needles and I can tell you I'm very careful when I walk on any surface that seems slippery now. I'm praying for your full recovery. 🙏🏼